I hear thunder,hark don't u?

 “I hear thunder,I hear thunder.Hark don't you,hark don't you?

Pitter patter raindrops, pitter patter raindrops,I'm wet through,so are you!”

(A day like this & recalling the nursery rhyme ii learned in school,I dont remember when but I am sure I was very small)So since ii cant really think of doing anything in a day like this,ii thought ii should probably dedicate one post to it & while iim taking you through this wonderfully long vague post iv got you some mystical iphone pictures to enjoy as well.

Its been raining the whole day today starting this morning.I hate how weather like this actually influences my goddamn mood!Im turning myself into the loner mode & ii miss some people already.I know I know sounds funny but it’s the real thing,really.While some people might be one of those ‘pluviophiles’ who finds joy during rainy days,I find it rather saddening & ii hate how it squeezes the energy outta me..Call me boring but ii dont like rain.I get this unsettled feeling that ii cant quite place.(well,here comes another thunder!excuse me for a moment please).

Even while im writing this post,Im constantly take breaks to shut my eyes & dodge my face in the pillow while the thunder hits.Thank good lord,atleast there exists proper system of pre-threat notice!A flash of white light strikes in your eyes before all that rumble’dumble happens up there & you can take ready-get-set position

No matter how much ii boast of being a grown up in front of my grandma,thunder still scares me & again for her im still a kid -,-

Usually ii type this whole thing directly in ms-word but today ii scribbled in my diary why?not bcs my laptop's battery is dead but bcs my grandma kept constantly bugging me to stay away from electronic devices(she thinks thunder is likely to hit metals)& who could win her.

i sneaked out for a minute in my backyard just to click some of these pictures,,,ugh cold!

while monsters fight & cry their tears above those clouds,earth might happily soak...

               

You may have already noticed,I’v changed my blog name to 'The Chubbett' & made some few changes as well bcs ii thought the name ii had for my blog earlier didnt quite define me.I came up with this name chubbett bcs umm it sounds chubby haha,,so me!

Anyway lets hope this was the last rain for this fall & sun shines brights tomorrow.Here’s to a happy weekend ahead ya’ll.

                                                                                  xx,

                                                                                  Punam   

Transitions

Everyone has days when they say:’Well,my life isn’t exactly lining up with my expectations’.But if life asked you  what would you had done for it,what would you say?

Often times,I find myself questioning & just sitting there whining about my boring,adventureless life(ii might say).For instance,ii  complain about it because that’s the truth.I see people in my facebook & insta account sharing their oh-so-happening life pictures,travelling to exotic places,enjoying their weekend along with the caption TGIF ofcourse & all that mere scene to make other people like me realize we ought to get ourself out of our comforting cocoon.But again getting back to me,im still here trying to make this random thought a blog post,listening to lorde while this hot dude shines his uv rays on me.Regardless of what metaphor im using to explain my life,its in a state of downpour at the moment.All the chaos,uncertainty & sense of insecurity is what makes me a whiner once in a while.If ii had let stick the normal routine,I would be near to earning a prestigious university degree but since that didn’t happen Im here writing this post for u haha if that makes some sense.After ii finished my high school in 2013 I’d tons of things going in my head bout where to head next & since realization came slow ii got involved in many areas for almost a year & half(it was like my transitional mini era which ii wouldnot change for the world).In academic term,I may look like a drop out but technically im just taking my time to discover myself rather than jumping into some random degree pursuaing journey.I know im certainly in a place of transition.

For now,I'm just trying to keep my head above water,complain less & appreciate the strong support system I have at home and from my friends.Not to sound cheesy,but it's something I really am so grateful for & when all else fails,I shall not forget  life’s on my  side.It also wants to get better.I’l help it out.So lets see how it goes.

ps. il be posting outfit posts in days to come.That picture above is just a random shot ii took while ii was out yesterday.I was thinking to do a outfit post but then ii was just too tired to take pictures & pose & whatever.

Anyway have a lovely week ahead ya’ll

                                                                         love,

                                                                         punam 

Letters to Juliet

Thanks to my thoughtful bestfriend who happened to load my laptop with crap load of movies iiv something to fill up my leisure time these days.I dont know its my sentiment hormones that’s been acting so active or the selection of movies she gave me,iv been crying over every goddamn movie*blurness*.

I know some may say“Letters to Juliet” is a soppy melodrama & I don't mind in the least.Its a tale of encountering new sparks and rekindling old flames of love.If you are the type who loves daydream fairytales like me,this movie just fits the bill.You may also learn a few or two Italian words.

If you find movies like this tacky & predictable well in that case my friend,I simply don't care.Sometimes we have personal reasons for responding to a film don’t we?

& this is the reply to the above letter that made claire travel from other side of the globe to come find her long gone love after
50 years!

                                                                 

how  beautiful is that :)

                                                           
                                                                                           Chou!

                                                                                                                                                     xoxo

Hot'n'cold

Last week,we had a little gathering over lunch at my relatives.I always try to avoid to be part of such gatherings mainly because the talk is always about how their children are doing,how their remaining family members are doing on the other side of the globe,critics about the marriage reception they last attended & pretty much the same thing.Though it might not be a long time since they last met me,every single time when ii greet them ‘namastey’ ii know what their reaction would be ‘oho,nani kati chado thulo vayechau,pailey kati sano thiyau’   oh hello!im a human,I grow (till ii reached 5’2”)u can’t expect me to be a little kid always.I had no plans that day so grandma insisted me to tag along & so did I again.

It was a little warm for winter that day.Tho its supposed to be winter(as in cold ) at this time of the year,the sun is steaming hot during the day plus the wind which does all the sweeping for Kathmandu!anyway back to my outfit,I opted for my comfy long felt woollen cardigan & skirt & also my sheer stockings to add the warmth.I didnt felt like my bum was freezing thankgod,haha

guess its time to re-dye again.my hair looks a mess.

my best friends bought me this cardi on my birthday.iv beeen wearing it a lot lately.its super comfy & warm :)

its so obvious that ii love my dr.martin tie ups.I think they are my default shoes.haha!I might get another above ankle-length too.

      Ps till ii don’t get hands on some good dslr,bear with the pictures.See you in the next post.

                                                                                                              Love,

                                                                     Punam